Evening at Zambezi River, Victoria Falls, Zimbabwe, May 2015
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Sunday, December 13, 2009

68. Winter Apparel

This week I was traveling. First I went to Patna via Delhi. Then I was to Allahabad. And back to Pune again via Delhi. Anticipating the cold wave, I had packed enough winter apparel in my bag. I do not watch television and I am lazy enough to avoid reading daily newspapers. So, I was not aware of the ‘weather conditions’ of those three cities. However, in the past I had experienced unbearable cold and fog in the northern parts of the country. So, this time I was fully prepared.

Though Pune is cold sometimes, I hardly use sweaters and jerkins when I am here. One of the windows of my house opens to the east, and the moment the Sun rises, my room is filled with warm Sunrays. It is always a pleasure to watch the red glowing Sun turning to saffron and then suddenly to milky white. I always smile at the luxury I have. May be because of this, and may be because of the morning rush, I can face Pune winter without much trouble. Actually I enjoy it.

I have some assumptions about life and about myself. One of them is that when I am in my own territory, I hardly feel discomfort. I guess that has to do not only with ‘knowing the situation well’ but also with ‘having enough resources’ at hand. I mean when it gets cooler, I can always pull out additional shawls or sweaters from cupboard within a minute. But when I am traveling, I have to depend on outside resources, so I am not that comfortable. One cannot carry luggage beyond certain limit when especially one believes in ‘travel light’ principle.

When the plane touched Delhi, I was expectantly watching for a sign of a good winter. But I had none. Then I thought that at least I will have some of it in Patna. We were there for three nights and two days. My local colleagues were feeling the cold wave, but I was not. In fact I was surprised to have such a moderate temperature there. I accepted the situation coolly and looked forward to cooler conditions at Allahabad.

During Patna-Allahabad night train journey, I was the only person in the compartment who did not feel cold. Getting down at three in the morning at Allahabad station too did not make any difference to me. There was no winter in Allahabad. From there to Delhi – again a night train journey – was the same. And Delhi was bit foggy but not at all cold –for me; others were enjoying it.

I was little disappointed. I had lot of ‘cool’ expectations, I had prepared myself for that and actually nothing happened. All my preparation proved out to be a complete waste. I just carried a lot of resource with me, without using it.

During return travel to Pune I was thinking about this episode. So many times in life you anticipate something and nothing happens. So many times you prepare yourself for a certain situation and the situation never occurs. So many times in life, others feel and experience something, which you are not able to experience. So many times in life, you live differently, even without knowing it. So many times your simple wishes are not fulfilled.

It has other side too. So many times one has resources: energy, skills, aptitude, innovative thinking and capacity – which are not used simply because one is either at a wrong place or at a right place but at a wrong time. In such situations, resources turn into burden.

May be I am at a wrong place.

May be I am at a right place but the time is wrong.

In any case, I just carry my resources (capacities) without using them.

What should I do? Change place? Change time? Change resources? Change expectations?

Hmm... I am just laughing and writing this post.

Because Pune is too cold today and I am using my winter apparel – at last!


  1. For me it is the other way around! I carry less stuff and always end up in trouble...wondering when I will learn considering I need to travel a lot!

    About expectations, all that I can say is: Life is like that :)

  2. Enjoy the Pune weather ! I am often reminded of the chill of Bangalore ovver there !

    "One of them is that when I am in my own territory, I hardly feel discomfort. " Is so true to every body !! And so are the reasons too.

  3. wonderful post delineating profound thoughts in such simple terms!
    reality bytes!

  4. coadiYes …………it’s really true when we expect something , and situation allows very dissimilar circumstances ……….but then the reality of the life is we never leave to do expectations

  5. Sojo, hmm.. Life is like that :)

    Kavi, many times I have found that the more personal one writes, the more universal it is :)

    magiceye, reality bytes .. your bytes are more real than mine.

    ashlesha, we never stop expecting is what keeps us going.

  6. Delhi has not yet experienced the real winter yet this year.
    Pune should be just right temp throughout the year.

  7. very true,you expect something and the thing does not happen.but how about you expect something and it really happens!!

  8. Thanks B K Chowlaji for your visit and for sharing your comment.

    Nutan, yes many unexpected things too happen. I keep on writing that aspect too.


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